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Name: Syahirah
Interests: Jellybeans, Rainy Days, Friends, Music, Chocolate, Starry Nights, Movie Marathons, Popcorn, Balloons, Bubble Tea, Debate, Bus Rides, Really Good Books Expertise: The art of breathing when you're secretly dying on the inside Occupation: Professional Iced Milo Maker
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Member Since:
5/14/2008
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| I've forgotten how weird cool posting @ xanga is. .__.
I have MOVED. 
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| Woah, havent been on here in forever. I almost forgot my username and password. Your words cut deeper than any razor could. I missed you today, even though you were in the same room with me. I miss you more today than I did yesterday. Tomorrow I’ll miss you even more. Next week the pain will be even more unbearable than last week. You are the one who taught me that there is no rock bottom; you just keep falling further into the darkness. I think you are beautiful. What about you? Do you think I look pretty bleeding on the bathroom floor? Do you think I look pretty on the inside?
-24smurfs4u
Let's not play these games anymore. ♥ | | |
| I think im gonna go on a mini-hiatus from Xanga. So you probably will really rarely see a new post up here. I cant do it la, i cant even remember to blog anymore these days because there's so much other shit for me to do. Get what i mean? And i've completely devoted myself to K-pop/J-pop fandoms now [Super Junior (duh!), DBSK, Battle, Big Bang, Orange Range etc] and i really dont have time for anything else. And it's not like people here will understand what i'm talking about anyway right? So yes. Recent developments this week : I WAS FIRST SPEAKER FOR MAYERS'.  Basically this whole week has been a hectic, hectic, jumbled up week, what with Mayers' and stuff. But i really wanna thank ♥ the debaters cause you guys helped us so much, man i love you guys. And ♥ the drama people! I love you guys so so much, thanks for coming down to support us. And ♥ Mrs RW! Oh gosh, me and Jolene feel so so bad cause you treated us again. And ♥ Kiran! My dear Lao Pa, it feels so good to see you again, just like old times eh? Miss you, we'll meet again soon, yeah? And because i can't resist, Big Bang is the bomb y'all!  Doushite, kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou? Why didnt i hold onto your hand? | | |
| Have recently discovered a new hobby. Making icons and banners. Yes, i kid you not. It's all SuJu's many fandoms' influence. Anyway, WANNA SEE THEM?!  Super Junior Icons. (:   
Oh smexy Hannie, my Fishy Hae and the adorkable Hyukjae. Saranghaeyo!  I made a Sungmin and Donghae! one, and another Donghae one too, (Yes, call me biased) but they're really shit ugly, so let's just forget about them. I think these three look reasonably okay considering that i have NEVER tried making icons before. Yes, ever. Sad, i know. Non SuJu Icons!  
Two only. *hides face in shame* But im working on it okay!, i swear.  Banners (Super Junior) 
I really like it. But banners take longer to make and im really lazy, so that's why i only have one. Bloody hell, 12.23 AM already. And what am i still doing online? MAYERS DEBATE. On Wednesday. Oh Mayer's, you're killing me, you know. You and your stupid 'THBT going green is going backwards' motion. Bleugh. Oh, and did i mention i have yet to revise for the upcoming tests. Yes, dont remind me. Im already frigging pissed at my lack of self-discipline. Never mind, TOMORROW. I swear. | | |
| Best part of today? Swimming.  In The Pool. [ Featuring Esther, Min, Aliah & ME ] Esther : Super Junior~ Me : (Huh?) Ya. Esther : Min also like Super Junior. *mumble mumble mumble* (I cant remember/hear what she said after that. I think it was that Min likes Donghae, like me.) Me : ! Me : [blur-ly asking] Who's your favourite in Super Junior? Min : Donghae la.  Me : Oh, so cool. I like Donghae too!  Aliah : Eh, i like Secondhand Serenade also. Me : (Huh? How did she know i like them??) Oh, ya, me too.  Strange, strange, strange that people know so much about me. Hmm. Anyway, swimming was goood. I like it. Despite the sucky chlorine and the blocked ears, I actually enjoy floating from one end of the pool to the end. (Yes, that's basically all that i did today, lols.) All i can say is Aishah sure is missing out on all the fun.  | | |
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